i amm so drunk right now. i wakled home. i made out with a teacher and grinded on her. and im reallly dizzy. HAaaaAHaah! 

Laura is so nice to me

My barista trainer (Brandi) her brother is a Hollywood actor. He came in today while I was working/training. So far this job is amazing in all ways. I am so happy. 

Cough, cough, work, work, work, work, cough, sneeze, spit, work, cough, spit, sneeze, touch, work, cough. The costumers in my store are now are so disgusting and so sick. I’m holding my breath everywhere I go, and I inhale fresh cleaner air from the stock room. People are so gross. Ew.

That was hard. 

I belted a high Bb and C tonight at rehearsal. I was just singing the score with everyone else and just belted it. Unexpectedly everyone just kinda stopped and looked at me. I just stood there and was like “What?”. All they said was “Wow that’s really high” I kindly said “Naaa that’s nothing guys. Lets keep going.” And then we kept singing. 

Now we just have the memories and thoughts. It’s done. It’s will be over soon. I really don’t understand people and their actions towards others. You’ve hurt me, and lied to me. I’m over you finally and have no feelings towards you. I’m done. We had some good times, but now those are over. Goodbye.

One thing I’m obsessed with Bravo. I watch pretty much every series they have. A couple weeks ago I started watching LOLWork. I had no idea either that LOLWork is based out of Seattle in Cheeseburger Offices. I kinda freaked out. Last night I was looking at the casts bio’s and what not. Turns out my favorite cast member is from my hometown. And being the creep I am I Facebooked half the staff. I have between 1-5 mutual friends with many of them. What the fuck? So small the world is. If you haven’t seen LOLWork yet please go watch it! It’s so funny! And you’ll see my favorite cast member. 

No fucking head voice. DO NOT FLIP. Do not. Is it that fucking hard not to flip? Honestly? 

Today has once again been shit.

I’m going to bed at 8:00.

Goodnight and fuck off. 

One thing I hate about going to see community shows or just whatever with theatre around here. People are so stuck-up I feel and they just think they’re fucking great. No. You’re not. I’ll comment and make a slight opinion on something and the next thing I know it. Boom. Getting bitched at for my opinion, because apparently I don’t know shit about theatre or singing. Well let me tell you something. I know quite a bit. I don’t think you’ve taken a master class with a Telsey Casting Director, nor do you have any training in belt from Broadway actors. I think not. Thank you. Ahh these bitches. If only they understood…. 

I need new friends.
People suck.

I’m like 17 away from 300 followers! WOW! I never thought I’d even come close to 200! Thank you so much guys! You ALL rock! Hope everyone is having a great night! C:

-Peter 

Tonight after work I went over to Joe’s to talk to Brittny (yes that’s how you spell her name) and I realized many things amazing things talking to her. I don’t know how or why but we started talking about life and what not. I realized there are better people out there for me and bigger things awaiting me. I need to let go and move on from certain people. There are people out there that are going to treat me better and be true friends. Anywho moving on from that… We are also going to get Jordan to have a gay experience. Jordan also works at Joe’s, but he’s “straight” but he’s totally gay and has a fiancée. Brittny says I need to just come in with a gay guy and start making out with him in the store while Jordan is there. Jordan also doesn’t like gay people (that’s because he’s stuck in the closet and is totally uncomfortable with himself. We all know what that’s like) but Jordan likes me and he knows I’m gay. She says it’d be interesting to see what he does. I feel bad for Jordan but I honestly think once he experiences a guy he’d come out. But I mean who knows… Poor guy. 

People change. That’s one thing I’ve learned over the past couple of months. Sometimes we just need to remember the memories and move on. There are thousands of other people out there we can meet and mend what we’ve lost.